Everyone says I am a pessimist, because I always expect the worst. That's how I get through labor, I assume I will die, then everything else seems like nothing, because at least I lived!
Jon has been wanting to do a bunch of things around the house, using money we really need to be saving for emergencies. He doesn't worry, he just says if we need it, we'll be able to get it. I don't think that way, so it is a big deal.
Sure enough, I was right. My a/c isn't working today, no big deal, I think the pipes are just frozen, but I have known this was going to happen because it has been 2 years since we have had an a/c problem. So now, I am pregnant, extremely hot, cranky, and we have our a/c off so the pipes can defrost. It is already 90 degrees.
So am I a pessimist, or a realist because I know what our luck is, and things always go wrong for us?!?
The funny thing is, when it comes to anyone else, I always look on the bright side, why am I so jaded about my life? I am a constant mystery I suppose... I will never truly figure myself out I guess!